, yet, we aren't seniors. We are however, approaching summer, and that I believe is what is really behind it. It's a madhouse at school lately, and with finals and projects all closing in, it's the last place I wish to be.
Besides school though, other stuff has been going on. The usual, friends getting ready to apply to other schools for transfer, and not wanting to say goodbye. Feeling out of place or like you're not wanted in certain groups of 'friends' and so on. It's frustrating to me, because I just need to get this stress off my mind and it feels impossible to do sometimes when you don't feel as though you have a good support system behind. Today for example, I went over to someones house and it was fun, relaxing even though I don't know them all that well, but it's so weird, because you're still learning about the person, trying to figure each other out, yet, it's as though you just have to accept that fact and move on. That may not make a bit of sense to you, but it makes perfect sense to me. I just wished I had more friends around that seemed to understand me, accept me for who I was, and actually reciprocated the friendship. I guess what I'm saying is that I wish that I could see a friendship outlast a semester. I'm started to loose faith in this though, and that bothers me.
I'm stuck on this bio report...it's my least favorite subject...........................
